“looks like we are going to need another passport”
Thats right everyone. We are hopefully awaiting the arrival of Baby Horn early 2020 =)
As much as I wish this was ALL happiness there are a lot of other feelings that go into this type of announcement for me. I am scared. Scared like I can’t explain. I cry everyday and go for weekly ultrasounds to check on baby. The thought of having to experiencing the pain again that I felt when we lost our daughter is a fear that I will probably carry this entire pregnancy. I am also very mindful of the women currently experience fertility struggles and those who are still waiting and praying for their rainbow babies. I have been there and the strength we gain from those experiences is something there are simply no words for.
However, even though I am scared the pure excitement, joy and bliss of being pregnant again is winning. I am beyond grateful and just want, more than anything, to bring another HEALTHY perfect baby into this world. <3
(I know I shared a while back I was on bedrest because of my hematoma- aka sub chorionic hematoma. I will be sharing the details on where we are with that later this week! For now, yes …still on ‘bedrest’. Most importantly though, baby is doing great.)